Tipsy has a crack idea on the bus...

Please can someone tell me this exists or if not can anyone *pleading eyes* make it?

I'm sat on the bus, halfway through my journey home, "I'm not that girl" from Wicked ( sung by Idina Menzel) was on my MP3 player.

In my head, John was singing it, pictures of John and Rodney flash through the good times and the bad times (appropriate to the words of the verse) and when it gets to any ..."...I'm not that girl." up flashes a picture of Keller or Sam.

Beyond hope?

Just picture it...

"I'm Not That Girl"

Hands touch, eyes meet
Sudden silence, sudden heat
Hearts leap in a giddy whirl
He could be that boy
But I'm not that girl

Don't dream too far
Don't lose sight of who you are
Don't remember that rush of joy
He could be that boy
I'm not that girl

Ev'ry so often we long to steal
To the land of what-might-have-been
But that doesn't soften the ache we feel
When reality sets back in

Blithe smile, lithe limb
She who's winsome, she wins him
Gold hair with a gentle curl
That's the girl he chose
And Heaven knows
I'm not that girl

Don't wish, don't start
Wishing only wounds the heart
I wasn't born for the rose and the pearl
There's a girl I know
He loves her so
I'm not that girl...